Monday, December 12, 2011

It's Picture Day (Genre Reflection #2)

It’s picture day.  Today’s the day to look your best, shimmer brightly, and make a permanent impression.

The newly refined young men and women file into the steamy classroom on the cramped third floor of Awesome High School with combed hair, tied shoes, and ironed clothes.

This picture is going in the yearbook.  This picture will follow you for the rest of your life.

With a tiny twinkle in their eyes, they all sparkle just a little bit brighter today.  Anna flashes a toothy smile at a compact mirror she carries in her purse as a final measure.  Jackson and Nicholas, two smiley boys who love making others laugh, scramble to get ready for their photographs.  Other students, also unashamedly, ready themselves for their pictures.  My eyes fixed on the students’ eager expressions, it finally hits me.  Mrs. Bradley follows the students with their picture packets as they walk down the hallway together in a messy line while I am left alone in the overheated classroom with William Shakespeare posters, a chalky blackboard, and haiku poems.  I am left alone to ponder my new discovery at 9:57 in the morning by myself.  I walk over to the window, gaze out at the busy highway, and it let sink in: these students care.  If they care about their appearance on picture day, they are bound to care about things such as grades, school, teachers, and their future.  That is all I need.

Before this exact moment, I was longing for affirmation; I needed to know that my students are even capable of caring.  It sounds awful, but makes sense after teaching The Creation of the Navajo People not to a class of twenty-one students, but to a class of twenty-one zombies.  Zombies who stare blankly and refuse to answer discussion questions unless directly called upon.  Today is different thoughI got a glimpse of what I was dying to see.

Students don’t care.  I’ve heard this and other variations of the idea many times.  Maybe, just maybe, I have even occasionally believed it, too.  I will never believe it again though. Not after today. Students care.  They may not care about Native American poetry, literature vocabulary, or 11-sentence paragraphs, but they care about something.  For now, they may only care about the exact placement of each strand of their recently colored treated hair on picture day, but I can use this concept to make students show me that they care about something deeper.  Not only is it my duty, but it is one of my goals as a teacher.  It will take time and might possibly make me want to rip the hair out of my scalp, but I must persuade students to show me the something they care about and when I can skillfully do this, I can make them care about dramatic irony, understatements, iambic pentameter, and American Romanticism, just like it’s picture day.

*All names have been changed to pseudonyms.  

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Paper Wads and a Substitute Teacher

A few weeks ago, my CT, Mrs. Bradley, informed me that she’d be gone for a few days; she told me that a substitute would be in the classroom, but that I’d be in charge of second hour.  I was excited and nervous, as Mrs. Bradley had not missed a day yet this school year.


Monday morning came soon enough.  When I walked in the classroom, a substitute teacher was sitting at Mrs. Bradley’s desk.  He introduced himself as Mr. Taylor. He was one of the creepy subs no one likes and I knew he was going to be entirely unhelpful.


On that rainy Monday morning, my students, usually angels, were unruly savages, screaming obscenities and throwing paper across the room.  What in the world have I done?  I thought this to myself and attempted to remain calm: “Zachary, please pick up the paper wads and sit down at your desk.” He looked over at me, saw that I was serious, and followed my instructions.


I turned my back for a mere second to discipline Zachary, but when I looked back, Jessica and Tammy, two of the best behaved students in the class, were out of their seats talking, laughing, and distracting others students.  Once again, I kept my cool: “Jessica? Tammy?”  They looked at me as I continued, “Please return to your seats and finish your assignment.” They rolled their eyes at me and stomped back to their seats.
 

However, the hour’s excitement was not quite over.  As I slowly paced through the classroom, monitoring the class several minutes before class ended, I overheard Samantha and Veronica:


“Hey, Sam? Can I borrow your assignment? I didn’t do mine. I’ll bring it back tomorrow.”
 
“Sure.”


Samantha passed the assignment over and Veronica gently slid it into her binder.  The bell was going to ring any second.  What should I do?  How do I handle this situation?


Rrrrriiiiinnngggg.


I had to do something.


“Samantha and Veronica, come see me, please.”  They reluctantly walked over to me.  “Did you give your assignment to Veronica, Samantha?”


“No, I didn’t.”  Samantha stared at me coldly.

“I saw you hand your assignment to Veronica when she asked to borrow it.”

“No, she did her assignment by herself.”


I studied her face for a few seconds: “I hope that when you two turn in your assignments tomorrow, you have completely different answers.”

They rolled their eyes at me and murmured, “Okay” as they entered the hallway. Mr. Taylor, the substitute who was completely useless during the hour’s events, stood their dumbfounded throughout the conversation.

Well, that could’ve gone better. I need some help.  What are some good classroom management ideas for first year teachers?  Well, I’m glad you asked.  After doing some research, I found an awesome non-print text (kudos for me!) that offered some great tips for first year teachers.  It’s a video called New Teacher Survival Guide: Classroom Management and highlights a first-year teacher, Ms. V.  Here are some classroom management tips I learned:


·         Develop individual strategies to redirect students who act out.  When I create individual ways to help students who tend to misbehave, this will help the entire class stay focused.
·         Use games and competitions to keep students engaged.  Believe it or not, high school students still get excited about classroom games.  If I create an assignment that allows student to compete, this will minimize the chance of misbehavior.
·         Break down lessons into their smallest component parts.  By breaking down lessons into the smallest piece possible, students will know exactly what’s expected of them and will be less likely to get off track.
·         Use whole class strategies like positive narration.  Highlighting students who are doing well will make the rest of the class want to be recognized too, increasing student attention and minimizing misbehavior.


What do you think of these strategies?  What are some you’d like to try in your classroom next fall?  What other classroom management strategies can you suggest?


By the way, after I graded the assignment Samantha gave to Veronica, I discovered that they decided not to cheat. :)


*As always, all names mentioned in this post are pseudonyms.


Works Cited

New Teacher Survival Guide: Classroom Management. Teaching Channel, 2011. Film. <http://www.teachingchannel.org/videos/new-teacher-survival-guide-classroom-management>.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

If You Missed KATE, Read This!


As my title suggests, I'll share some of my experiences from the Kansas Area Teachers of English (KATE) Conference, where I spent a good chunk of time on Thursday and Friday.  So if you missed KATE, reading this post is almost as good as attending.  Almost.

Breakout sessions.  The most interesting break-out session I attended was called “The 100-Word Story: A Quick, Easy, and Fun Way to Teach Narrative Standards” by John Ritchie.  I favored this one because it was very practical and applicable.  I would love to introduce my students to this assignment.  Oh, and it also hits a few Common Core Standards.  Bingo!  I also enjoyed “Survivalism 101: Navigating the Jungle of an Unfamiliar School and Making It Through the Critical First 5 Years of Teaching” by Amanda Torbett and Monica Swift.  They shared many wonderful tips useful for beginning teachers.  However, since this conference was hosted for English teachers, I would have like for them to share more information regarding teaching ELA classes; most of the topics they discussed were applicable to any secondary classroom.  Other breakout sessions I attended were “Poetry Out Loud” by Michelle Kirk, “Young Adult Literature in the Common Core Classroom” by Kelly Frederick, and “What to do When Your Students Have Reader’s Block” by Virginia Beesley.

Keynote addresses.  Clare Vanderpool and Jay Asher were both phenomenal speakers, but (I’ll be honest here), I found their presentations primarily entertaining and funny (especially Jay Asher) rather than informational.  Clare Vanderpool’s heart-warming story about her life as a writer, a mother, and a Kansan was charming.  I also loved Jay Asher’s subtle jokes and witty remarks.  In fact, everything he said was funny!  I found it very impressive that he arrived in Wichita less than 24 hours before his presentation, but found the time to snap a photo of the pumpkins in the lobby and incorporate them in his presentation.  Disappointingly, the only English-teacher-thing I pulled out of their presentations involve their writing processes.  It’s interesting to note the length of time both authors spent writing their novels.  For example, Clare Vanderpool spent fifteen years writing Moon Over Manifest.  Did you read that correctly?  Fifteen years.  Yeah, that’s a long time.  Jay Asher’s choice to have four people read Thirteen Reasons Why, one after the other, was intriguing, as well.  I will share their writing processes with my students: “Class, if Jay Asher needs four people to help him revise his novel, you can benefit from having others look at your writing, too.”  Showing my students that even published authors need help with revision, just as they do, will make writing more relatable to them.

Networking.  Fortunately, my Cooperating Teacher, Mrs.  Bradley, attended the conference and she introduced me to several KATE board members.  They were very friendly and offered words of encouragement when Mrs. Bradley told them that I am currently a pre-student teacher and will student teach during the spring semester.  I also talked with a few teachers whom I sat with during breakfast on Thursday.  They provided some words of wisdom and thought it was awesome that I (and other pre-student teachers at the table) attended the conference as students.  I’m not sure that my networking at KATE will benefit me in the future, but it was still great to gain experience talking to other living, breathing human beings who happen to teach English.

*In this post, other than the name of my Cooperating Teacher, names are NOT changed to pseudonyms.

Monday, October 3, 2011

And Then There was Billy (Online Reflection #3)

What do you do when there’s one student who refuses to pay attention in class?  You know what I'm talking about: every other student is thoughtfully engaged, but this one has his/her head down on the desk with no supplies in plain sight.  This student is the one who never (I mean never!) has any notebook paper or a pen.  When he/she finally pilfers some supplies from the student next to him/her, this student doesn’t do anything with it anyway.  During a lesson, all other students diligently work on their group discussion questions, but not Billy.  Well, in my case it’s Billy.  For you it may be Frank or Sally, but you know who Billy is all the same.

As I’ve mentioned in a previous post, I’m working with a sophomore level Honors English class.  My experience with these students has been very pleasant so far.  And then there was Billy.  I can tell that Billy is an extremely intelligent young man, but, as mentioned, Billy refuses to do his assignments most of the time and when he actually decides that he has enough time to work on something, he argues with me about the questions he doesn’t like.

What does a pre-student teacher do in this case?  How do I handle a single student who refuses to participate while managing the rest of the class?  Can we make students to do their assignments?  These are the questions of someone new to the world of education: the questions of a pre-student teacher.

According to Charlotte Wellen, a high school teacher from Charlottesville, Virginia, teachers cannot make students complete their assignments. Fear not though. Wellen does offer an explanation: the school as a community must help "him [the student who refuses to do any work] come to realize that he wants to do the work because he wants to graduate and the work is the way to get there" (Wellen).  This sounds good, but I realize it’s easy to read it in an article and difficult to implement in a classroom.  I believe it will be even more difficult in this case because I’m not the "real" teacher in Billy’s eyes.  Nonetheless, I will help Billy become more engaged in his work by helping him understand the benefits and success he will reap if he does complete his assignments:

Step 1: I will get to know Billy better. 
Step 2: I will no longer allow Billy to sleep or do nothing in class.
Step 3: I will learn what Billy likes and doesn’t like about school and classes.
Step 4: I will use something he likes to help him focus and become interested in an assignment.
Step 5: I will begin to monitor Billy more frequently during work times to ensure that he is staying on task.
Step 6: I will continually reiterate to Billy that his performance now affects his success in the future.

These are a rough draft of steps I have developed to help Billy.  I will get rid of and/or add on to them as necessary.  It is my hope that Billy’s case helps me fine tune the way I deal with unengaged students and help them become fully engaged in their assignments, classrooms, and futures.

I could use some help with my steps -- please critique, complete, or share your own ideas!

*The student’s name has been replaced with a pseudonym in order to protect his privacy.


Works Cited

Wellen, Charlotte.  "Getting Students To Complete Their Work."  National Education Association.  Web. 3 Oct. 2011. <http://www.nea.org/tools/15816.htm>

Sunday, September 25, 2011

It's a Contrastive Life, My Friend (Genre Reflection #1)

College classrooms; high school students.
Teaching and learning.
Making tests; taking tests.
The assessor; the assessed.
It’s a contrastive life, my friend,
As both student and teacher.

“Ms. Herbert, when is this due?”
“Sarah, do you have your lesson plan?”
“Class, please turn to page…”
“Don’t forget to grade the…”

Semester plan, student teaching autobiography,
Common core standards, conceptual framework.
Writing, performing, reading, learning, meeting, practicing.
Sometimes angry, usually frustrated, and always preparing for something.
Tired. Very tired.
Stressed cannot describe!
Wait, did I grade those papers?
Have I finished my blog post?
No time for sleep: Must. Write. More.
I think I’m finally finished.
Check that off the list.
Where’s my checklist?

Slow down.
Take a breath, I tell myself.
Someday soon, I’ll be through,
No longer both student and teacher;
But always a student
And finally the teacher!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

The Tale of an Unconfident Pre-Student Teacher

I try very hard to hide the fact that I am shy.  Unfortunately for me, it’s hard to hide such a thing in the classroom and I often show little confidence when I am teaching.  According to dictionary.com, confidence is “belief in oneself and one's powers or abilities.” I definitely need to get some more of this noun! It turns out, there’s another goal I need to work on this semester – being a more confident teacher.
I noticed my lack of confidence the second of week of pre-student teaching.  Mrs. Bradley asked me to read aloud questions and answers on a test to the class as they graded each other’s papers.  I thought it was no big deal, so I just scanned the test and answer sheet before making my way to the front of the classroom.  As I read, I started listening to myself.  Really listening.  I noticed how nervous I sounded.  I’m not sure if it resulted from my sudden unpreparedness or even my inexperience with the test's material, but for some reason I sounded uncertain when I spoke.  That was the moment I knew I needed to get some confidence. And I needed to get it quickly with my 5 day unit approaching!
Here are some ways I plan to boost my confidence:
1.   This one shouldn’t be too hard: I will start pausing before responding to students.  Often, I find myself guilty of immediately spewing out a response without considering if it makes sense or is even helpful.  After doing this a few times in a lesson, I lose confidence in myself and sort of just give up. If I mentally ask myself, “Is this the best thing I can say?” or, “Does this make sense?” I will sound more assertive and will ensure that I am responding appropriately to the student.
2.   When I plan lessons, I will write out a list of questions that I want to ask students during discussion.  Not only this, but I will also write out ways to respond in order to stimulate HOT (higher order thinking). I hope that by doing this, I will sound more confident in a discussion with my students.
3.   Practice, practice, practice! I am beginning to realize that the more I teach, the more confident I will become.  The best way to work on this is to ask Mrs. Bradley for more experience/opportunities.  Every day when I come to class I will ask her what she needs help with and if I can do anything during class.  Even if it’s just passing out papers or providing instructions prior to a lesson, she nearly always has something for me to do.
Luckily, I am placed with an awesome group of students who have been great to work with so far.  Mrs. Bradley has been an excellent CT too. She understands that I am in a learning position and may not be totally confident in my abilities at this point. When asking me to do something, she always makes sure I am comfortable. I hope when I meet these goals I’ll be running down the hallways proudly declaring my confidence!


*All names (including names of places) are changed to pseudonyms.

Friday, August 26, 2011

It's that Time of Year...

After a few months of freedom, numerous sunburns, and the occasional road trip, a new school year is underway. With feelings of nervousness and excitement, I'm ready for a great semester as a pre-student teacher!

I am placed in a Sophomore Honors English class at Outstanding High School with Mrs. Bradley, my Cooperating Teacher. There are 21 students in the class with diverse backgrounds and abilities. So far, this group is well-behaved and extremely shy (but it’s only the first full week of school). I am excited to work with this group and get to know them better.

Mrs. Bradley has already asked me to begin teaching. “Do you want to teach a unit over Native American literature?” she asked me Thursday morning. I could not, of course, turn down an offer to gain more teaching experience. “Sure!” I answered enthusiastically. With her guidance and borrowed materials, I have already begun planning some lessons for the next few weeks. I know Mrs. Bradley expects a lot of me during the semester, but it will be worth it.

After the first week of class, I would like to share some goals I hope to meet throughout semester.

1.       Lesson Planning. There are many ways I aspire to work on this goal. First, I’d like to create some great lessons/assignments that I can use now and in the future. I will have my own classroom in just under a year and would love to have some materials ready. Additionally, I hope to learn how to more effectively time my lessons. After talking to Mrs. Bradley, I realized that I plan too much time for certain activities and not enough for others. I’d like to work out the bugs and eventually become an expert timer.

2.       Classroom Management. As I mentioned, this class has not presented any behavior issues so far. However, I still hope to improve my classroom management skills. I am anxious to learn how Mrs. Bradley deals with students who misbehave. Even if the students continue their good behavior, I’d like to at least discuss with her some ways of handling misbehavior and possibly form my own strategies.

3.       Connecting with Students.  This far into my Teacher Preparation, I feel like I haven’t spent enough time with a particular class to gage their learning strengths and weaknesses. Luckily, Outstanding High School is on a bell schedule that allows every class to meet daily. I hope to learn more about their different styles of learning and effective ways to reach individual students. I am excited for my students to feel more comfortable with me and eventually treat me as they do any other teacher. 

There you have it! Those are my goals for the semester. What goals do you have for pre-student teaching and how do you plan to accomplish them, fellow pre-student teachers? I plan to note each week how I am doing with meeting my goals and what I can do to change/improve. I am also going to ask Mrs. Bradley for feedback as often possible.

With that, good luck to all pre-student teachers this semester! Please check back for more exciting adventures about my experiences at Outstanding High School. 

*All names (including names of places) are changed to pseudonyms.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Practice

I am practicing posting on my new blog. Please check back later for exciting updates and news! :)